I don`t feel anymore.. its like my heart has turned into a ROCK. seriosly
I used to feel a lot.. ive had two broken hearts, and i got really broken up over them.. in both relationships we were on/off a LOT.... went out, broke up, got back together kinda thing... i spent so much time in pain...
HOwever.. this was before i fully comitted my life to God... And now just thinking.. I think since than, i havne`t felt much... But sometimes it`s not just the bad stuff i dont feel.. I dont feel the good stuff at potently either, like laughing til i cry.. and you know what`s sad? you can laugh... but you know how when you go on a big roller coaster, and you get butterflies in your stomach? or when your nervous, and goona see somebody important? I dont get those butterflies anymore.. a very few times...
I dont feel...
am i just growing up?